My Deepest Condolence

to my popo who just passed away today afternoon 12pm Malaysia time.

About 4 months ago. The bimbi was back in KL. For just a duration of 3 weeks, I had so much fun. I felt so much love. Love from my family members and from tap tap. I never imagined myself spending so much time staying at home. Lunch and dinner with my family for almost everyday (during my college life @ HELP, it's a rare case for bimbi to dine at home, especially during weekdays). Even for that 4 days when tap tap was around, we did not had a chance for a private romantic dinner, because the bimbi brought her home/eat out for dinner with my family everyday. My cute grandma (popo) likes tap tap a lot. She'll observe her during the dinner, come back home n tell me stuff about her!! Popo actually told me that she don't eat a lot of rice and also she don't like char siew!! haha~

I guess i love my family a lot. I love hanging out with them a lot. My parents once asked me how am i gonna celebrate my 21st birthday, since it's one of the reason that made me travel back home. I always wanted a huge ass rock star party for my 21st. Instead, I celebrated with just my mom, dad, bro and popo.

5 days prior my flight back to the US, the family received bad news dealing with popo. I can tell from my mom's face expression as she walked down the staircase with yi 舅父 in my house. She had tear marks. Mom did not know how to let me know this, so dad told the children after supper. Popo was diagnosed from 4th stage lung cancer. Though her age prohibited her to admit any form of therapy, i feel glad to see popo still laughing and jokes around even when she's in ICU. There's no pain. no suffering. I still remember the last sight of popo couple of hours before my flight.

She did not get any better since then. It got worse about 3 weeks ago. Popo no longer can walk, bath or eat on her own. My mom then took a break from school and transformed into a full-time nurse at home. I started calling home every afternoon since then. The previous time i talked with popo, she couldn't speak much anymore.

Today afternoon 12pm Malaysia time, dad called me to let me know that popo has passed away.

Sad is the word.

"Life still goes on, but you know very well that, she'll still live in your heart forever. The things she said, the things she do."
-High Hand-

Thnx high hand, though i reli dont know how u knew about it.

Life still goes on. It's now 4pm malaysia time. I've teared enough. Felt a lot better after blogging about it. I extend my deepest sympathy to my mom, dad, 舅父s, ah yee, and all my relatives.

Rest in peace popo. My heart will always be with you. Be proud of your grandson, as much as i'm proud of you. I never let you down, and will never will.